yeah its my brithday

ok so why do i think i wanna kill myself i dont bring anything good to this world so i think if i can get enough balls latter on today im going to finally do it im sorry for all those i have hurt i just fuck shit up i dont mean to but when something is useless you mine as well throw it out so thats what im doing taking the loser nice guy asshole prick out of the picture and folks are always saying but ethan will be lost with out you no he wont im a useless father im probable not even his real dad so i guess its been a good 29 years i hope things get better when im gone