dont i wish this was still me and Rachel

a good read

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Im such a piece oh shit

I imagine no one will show up at my funeral

cool that they gonna reissue Salvador Dali's tarot cards

i wanna

disappear & turn into nothing leave this realm and findd an other where maybe i won't cause such heart ache and pain

I hate being your

"friend" I dont know how to not be so much more I suck 

I just wanna talk to Rachel so badly but I also wanna leave her be she deserved betterer then a loser like me I saw so lucky to have her in my world while I did and I fucked OT up I'm so fudgen stupid

lost all my recent sketches

Oh well it's a silly useless indeverer anyway I don't train or try and get better just keep doing the same useless doodles oh well maybe this will be the start of a change but I doubt it it's just to easy to stick to the same thing to not go outta my bounds I wanna just disappear good thing nobody ever sees this I can say what ever I want it's good to get it outta my Head once and a while the thoughts soin there so fast and never stop 

a heart beating on its own

a Blue Whale disappears wish i could also

a pretty cool bird

A white Raven found in Canada

im just gonna share on here what i would share with her

a bear in a little trouble

I need to learn to Not dream and wish so much

I create my own distrustions I'm a gluten for punishment why do I think hints will be better then they are why do I trick myself into to thinking things will be ok I need to stop! 

a couple of my  doodles the first I was thinking aboot going to Alice this year but that dream got popped earlier and the second just how I been feeling lately knowing I'll never have a chance with her again I fudged up big time what a stupid fudgen loser 

i think my best skeleton doodle so far

Today I got to vote at the most beautiful polling place in the country

at Beaver Lake!

saying rabbit 🐇 rabbit on the first of the month

brought this to my mind, maybe I'll finish it some day